Face of hope

Face of hope
Courtesy: TIffany Kay Photography

Tuesday, January 10, 2012


I have no idea why, but I'm actually nervous about our meeting with Meagan's Neurosurgeon tomorrow!  I don't know why I feel this way.. I'm sure everything is fine, and the only reason he wanted to meet in person is to make sure we go over things in detail -- but I just hate that phrase "in person!"... it has such a negative connotation at times.

So, I'm enjoying some coffee... and getting ready for a long night because I do not feel I will sleep anytime soon! I can't believe I'm this nervous about a silly Neurosurgeon appointment.. after everything Meagan has been through you'd think nothing would shake me!  I have absolutely no grounds or reasoning for my nerves.. just an awful feeling in my gut....

Hoping my nervous feeling is more nerves than "mommy gut" ... hoping tomorrow morning comes soon and hoping the NSG calms my fears and gives us a great report.

1 comment:

  1. Molly, you have had very little rest and I think your body is craving it. Your faith is strong and I know you are going to turn your nervousness over to God who would never want you to feel apprehensive. I'm sending out a prayer request now to
    my prayer group. Practice some deep breathing and relaxation exercises if you can.
    Love and prayers!